Good news today:
Brother's graduation, an awesome friend is coming back here for med school!, tomorrow will be a fun day with another good friend.
But one piece of info I can't help but zoom in on in a message from a person I've been waiting to hear back from, and everything crashes down, my head is filled with the negativity I'm notorious for, I feel like I can't function. I should have taken a chance a long time ago, listened to advice from myself and friends, taken the initiative. But I feel like I'm going crazy, and don't know what to do about it, and feel like I might make a huge mistake any moment now. Hopefully I can talk about it with someone tommorow. Why do I torment myself like this?
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